;i keep up with a fake smile, wanting you to notice me;



ALL I WANTED WAS FOR YOU TO CARE

BUT YOU DONT SEEM TO BE BOTHERED

THE GURRL

AMANDA

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`COCKROACHES
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PRECIOUS MOMENTS(:

OLD NEORPINTS
MY BIRTHDAY/BIRTH OF MIKO
MY ONE MONTH OLD DARLING MIKO <33
AS MIKO GROWS<33
MIKO AND LUCKY.!
RACIAL HARMONY
VIVO CITY
DINNER WITH GOD COUSIN
HORRIBLE DIRTY FEET.!
PETSHOP
SUNTEC OUTING.!
THOSE MEMORIES

May 2006
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 July 2006
 August 2006
 September 2006
 October 2006
 November 2006
 December 2006
 January 2007

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Saturday, January 13, 2007

11:54 AM

i've changed my BLOG.
well. yea. cause i like this skin AND that skin. LOL.
i will copy my recent post there. haha. and continue from there.!
(:
take note.!

my new blog is www.-amandified.blogspot.com

can't think of anything to change it to -.-
hahaha. alrights. see you there(:
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


10:38 AM

AHHHH.
its been a long time since i blogged huh.
(:
hahahaha. anyway.!!
MANY THINGS HAPPENED EVER SINCE. erm.
school started.!!
hahahaha.
more homework..
AND
clement lost my homework.!
AND I HAVE TO REDOOOO.
walaooooo.
and that MS KONG.
walao. she say i sit behind can dont need to do hw.
blah blah blah.
i think shes damn hypo la.
yesterday was the meet the parents.
and shes like.
OH. amanda is a quiet girl.
she blah blah.
positive.
lalalala.
like. WALAO. she didnt mention anything about my 'bad deeds'
hmph. i'd rather she mention and my dad blow up on her(:
hahaha. cause they know whats going on ma.!
anyway, i was kind of lucky yesterday.
my dad wanted to scold ms kong for calling me a lesbian.
horny. bisexual. touching guys.
WHATEVER.
he came over and was like.
AMANDA. WHICH TEACHER CALLED YOU A LESBIAN.
and i was like. ermmm... ms kong..?
OH. OKAY.
errr. pa. you dont have to mention it when you talk to her eh..
WHY?!
errr.!!! cause she didnt do anything else to me after that.??
its okay la its okay la ><
SURE.!? yea yea ><
OKAY * angry stare at ms kong *
waaaaaaaaaaaaa. if they fought.
im like SO DEAD. -.-
thank goodness my mom was there.
rawr.! hahaha. ohh wells.
i shall write till here(:
I CANT WAIT FOR YOUR PREZZIE UNCLE.!
and.. anyone has any idea how come some mp2 files cant be played on my phone
T-T WHY WHY.??
and how to convert.!?!?!?
rawr -.-

Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Tuesday, January 02, 2007

8:09 PM

ok heres the thing.
I HAVE TO GO BACK TO SCHOOL TOMORROW.
T-T...
anyway.
i wont be online as often anymore cause I GOTTA STUDY(:
..
no it should be a sad face ):
gahhh.
thats life T.T
ohh wells. its my Os year after all.
so i might push everything aside and HERE COMES THE HOMEWORK.
blehh.
so..
yea.
i'll miss you all ( internet friends )
AND UNCLE
T-T
haha. hope to chat with you soon.
you do know you can call me 24/7 right.?
LOL.
anyway. heres the link to the iq thing..
T-T
http://web.tickle.com/tests/superiq/?test=superiqogt
enjoy T-T
oh and remember to post your iq.!
I BET YOURS IS HIGHER THAN MINE.
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Monday, January 01, 2007

10:17 PM

3 posts in a day.
wow.
whatever k..
im feeling damn shitty now.
i dont feel like doing anything.
darn sad.
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad..
i feel like im being used.
but thats not it right.?
tell me im thinking too much..
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


8:13 PM

Amanda, your IQ score is 106

Your overall intelligence quotient is the result of a scientifically-tested formula based on how many questions you answered correctly. But it's only part of what we learned about you from your answers on the test. We also determined the way you process information.

The way you think about things makes you an Original Thinker. This means you're a naturally abstract thinker. You pick up visual detail that others routinely miss. You're also very good at making connections that don't already exist, and you have your own ideas of how the world works. While your talents matter greatly in real life, they are sometimes overlooked in less thorough intelligence tests.

How did we determine that your thinking style is that of an Original Thinker? When we examined your test results further, we analyzed how you scored on 8 dimensions of intelligence: spatial, organizational, abstract reasoning, logical, mechanical, verbal, visual and numerical. The 3 dimensions you scored highest on combine to make you an Original Thinker. Only 6 out of 1,000 people have this rare combination of abilities.

oO i sound super. BUT I REALLY AM DUMB.
106.?!
THATS DAMN LOW COMPARED TO MY BRO.
shit. -.-
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;


3:00 PM

happy new year guys(:
haha. right. so its my Os year.
shit.
-.-
ohh wells.

YEP.
yesterday i had a great great GREAT time. ^^
i mean. yea i've never been out with my parents like that.
went to center point to get some bed sheets.
in robinsons ( how to spell )
and. erm. their bedsheets there. SUCK.
-.-
no offence ><

haha. went to aussino later. ( not sure of spelling )
and i got LOADS OF REALLY CUTE BEDSHEETS(:
hahahaha
HAPPY HAPPY.

anyway, later headed to raffles town club to have our dinner.
dinner was great(:
only it was a buffet dinner and i only ate.. 4 pieces of chicken, fried rice and lamp chop
-.-
that little.
-.-
so waste money.
one person is 32 bucks ++ EH.!
i wasted LOADS of money ><

anyway. after that, we intended to go bowling.
but in the end the lanes were all taken up T-T
HOW CAN IT BE.!
ohh wells.
then we played some arcade thing.
WHOLE FAMILY PLAYED EHHH.
hahaha first time.
even my dad joined it.
NICE K.
lol. anyway we really had ALOT ALOT OF FUN.
(:

hahaha. later we went to the theatre to pass time.
went in and spent a whole of 45 mins watching some movie that we dont even know the title.
-.-
lol.
UNTIL. my dad was like. hey. i suggest something la. why not we head home.
and you can play the internet until 11.30.?
that'll be better right.?
lol. and we went home after that x)
( mom doesnt know though. LOL )

oh wells. yepp yepp.!
im BORED. and KOR.
you're really killing me T-T

hahahaha. c'mon eh. TELL ME LA.
dont make me WRECK my brains to figure eh T-T
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Sunday, December 31, 2006

2:11 PM

OHHHH MANNNNN
I'VE GOT A SPLITTING HEADACHE.
im practically WRECKING my brains to figure this out.

356 2345578 336789 233556 4 2226669 35789 4 69..

THIS. is a sentence. and. I CANT SOLVE IT.
i managed to get loadda shyts.
BUT I CANT GET IT.!!!!!!!!
im like doing PERMUTATIONS.
like trying EVERY POSSIBILITY.
and later i'll screw up and i have to restart again.
.............
god.
help me T-T
i wanna know what it is.!!
lol. sianns.
i thought it might prove that i can THINK.
but now it just shows that I DONT HAVE THE BRAIN TO THINK.
man. i really suck.!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
now what now what..
i got damn weird possibilities..

old 2345578 wunder( typo ) 233556 i 2226669 35789 i MY..

ok.
wth is i MY. -.-
this is what i got from my hp.
if its the number pad it'll be

low 2345578 336789 233556 i 2226669 35789 i do..
at least that made sense a little.
but wunder would be so out.
so cannot be number pad.
but if its not number pad.
then it has to be hp.
but i MY.
doesnt make any sense.
god. i can hear my head thumping.
im getting a damn irritating headache.!
GAHHH
I WONT GIVE UP ON THIS.
i SOOOOOOOOO WONT give up on this.!!!
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Friday, December 29, 2006

2:04 PM

gees people.
my toe is SWOLLEN.
guess what happened.

right. i was in the erm. LIVING ROOM.
and i carried miko up to let her sit on my lap.
then lucky was beside me. and they started fighting.
like REALLY FIGHTING.
rawr rawr rawr.!! woof woof woof.! BLAH BLAH.
then lucky went down the sofa and miko was on the sofa.
both barking.
and i carried miko away.
AND LUCKY BIT MY TOE.
oww -.-
its PAIN PAIN PAIN.
and it bled later -.-
AND NOW IT SWELLED.
way to go ..
...........
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
i shouldnt have made lucky jealous huh.
thats what i get T-T
i scared le la. spare me ><
AND MY TOE. rawr. hahaha.
anyway. so i didnt go yesterday.
HAHAHA. more time to pluck up all my courage(:
haha. school's reopening soon. Os are coming..
gahh.
must jiayou lorhhs.!
A PHYSIO THERAPIST IS WHAT IM AIMING FOR.
POLY POLY POLY.!
jiayou.!! MUST WORK HARD.!
haha and.!
I DREAMT OF AYUMI LAST NIGHT.
SHE CAME OVER TO MY PLACE TO SIGN ALL MY AYUMI CDS AND POSTERS.
wow. i was so happy. UNTIL.
my phone rang. -.-
bleh. spoil my beautiful dream T-T
in the first place she wouldnt come over here right ><
hahaha. ohh wells.
i can still remember her 'signature' in my mind.
LOL. siao. anyway.
here was the lyrics i tried to decode yesterday
compare it with mine zZ. its so OUT.
i mean MINE is so OUT.
-.-
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Thursday, December 28, 2006

12:11 PM

okay
i feel like i've sinned again.
i shouldnt be doing this.
like SERIOUSLY.
what if she calls and..
you know.
im not at you know.
LOL.
I CANT SAY IT.
anyway.
like SHYT SHYT SHYT.
should i.?
i mean..
its just a half an hr thing..
right.??
err.
i dont know la >< >SERIOUSLY beautiful(:
( its at the side )

i want the lyrics.
translators please hurriee.
or should i do it on my own.?
hmmmm.
maybe later.
okok now -.-
lets see..

this period of the days i loved you is my.. what.?!

everyone all craved for someone to pass this season.!?!?!
this year it brought us again the warmth
lets what.!?

ok. this sucks. thisis only the first part.
-.- and i cant understand the chinese.!!
okok do chorus.

i believe
one day you'll forgive me
if i just wait
letting time pass
is it a stupid thing to do.?

i'll just keep my feelings to myself
afraid it'll drop to the floor

till my two hands are able to touch the pure white snow
continue loving you is the last of my courage

i'll just keep my feelings to myself
afraid it'll drop to the floor

alone in the snowy land, even if i'll freeze here in this lonely night
until our hands are able to touch the pure white snow

continuing to love you is my what.??

ok. i can only translate until here. EVEN SO.
it sounds weird.
those in red are WEIRD.
and the WHAT are the words i cant read in chinese -.-
i think i so totally spoilt the song.
i guess i have to start going for classes. like.

LEARN BASIC CHINESE.
wow. -.-
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

3:51 PM

ahhh
these few days are sooo TIRING.
blehh.
dance had been horrible..
have to go back to school on 2nd jan..
WHY. OHHH WHY.
its a HOLIDAY EHHH
and for just some 5 mins performance.
SOOOO not worth it.]
whatever k -.-
still havent done finish my hw yet...
argh. physics.. T-T
bleh. whatever la T-t

ok yep. i dont even know what to update now.
kind of goggy ( or how you spell that )
too too TOO tired to think of anything.
zZ...

heard we're performing BUTTONS by pussycat dolls for cca open house.
bleh.
DONT NEED TO PRACTICE LA.
DONT NEEDA STAY BACK LA.
i thought we performed before.!??!?!
rawr. zZz.

oh. and i realised.
wow. you know what.
i can sleep with MY EYES WIDE OPEN.
-.-
now i so totally get what you mean by sleeping with your eyes open.
you get tired and everything
but your eyes arent heavy.
your vision suddenly gets blurry and dark.
and later. you'll be in dreamland.
with your eyes wide open.
-.-
man. i've done that a couple of times now.
EATING HALFWAY ALSO CAN LIDDAT.
look. that really shows how tired i am.
who knows i might just sleep when im on the net.
that'll look funny -.-
goshh. i so totally suck. whats wrong with me T-T

tomorrow's the day. hope i wont screw it. COURAGE, MAY YOU BE WITH ME.

yay. i didnt sleep while writing this -.-
Ysome hearts are meant to be broken;;